I have freedom, i sat in the cafe listening to the telescreen, i realized that i have been forgiven, and i realized that the victory gin is my life, i go to bed on it and I wake up on it, i walked down the corridor with the guard at my back, that is when I realized it, two plus two must equal five, and every slogan is true, i have won the inner battle with myself and now, I love Big Brother.
Monday, April 26, 2010
Book 3, Chapter 5
Dear Journal,
they were right, Room 101 is by far the worst thing in the world, it varies from person to person, some its drowning, some its burial alive, but for me it was rats. They told me that they would come for my eyes, or my toungue, i had to put someone in between me and the rats. It was Julia, i screamed "Do it to Julia!" I have finally gave in.
Book 3, Chapter 4
Dear Journal,
I am feeling much better, i am growing fatter and stronger every single day. They gave me a new set of dentures, i am still thinking about Julia and wondering if she is getting the same treatment. O'Brien told me that i need to make progress emotionally, he asked me if i love Big Brother, and i said that i hated him, he pushed me towards the gaurds and said "Room 101." Oh no, this is it.
Book 3, Chapter 3
Dear Journal,
i hate this place, today i was forced to look in the mirror and the person staring back at me seemed like a complete stranger. he was bald his ribs were showing and his knees were thicker than his thighs. I could not believe it, i smell like a goat and i am losing all of my teeth. O'Brien told me that in the end they would shoot me.
Book 3, Chapter 2
Dear Journal,
the beatings are horrible, and O'Brien began to interrogate me, sharp pains were ringing through my body he held up four fingers and forced me to see five, he held up a picture and told it wasn't real, he told me none of this never happened, and that it was all made inside of my head. Obrein told me that Julia has betrayed me, and that i do not exist. and in a moment, i saw his five fingers. with no deformity five plain fingers.
Book 3, Chapter 1
Dear Journal,
I do not know where i am, or how long i have been here, all i know is that i am very hungry. I began talking to an older woman with the last name of Smith, jokingly she said that she might be my mother and i thought for a second that she could be. I would double my pain in order to save Julia, but that is not an option. I wonder what is in room 101. the most shocking thing happened they have caught O'Brien too, he said he has been caught for a long time now and i began to feel hopeless
Book 2, Chapter 10
Dear Journal,
oh lord, this is horrible, Mr Charrington was a member of the Thought Police. And there was a behind the picture that Julia said must have hundreds of bugs in it. That was the worst feeling ever, hearing the iron voice made my insides hurt, they told us to stand back to back and I could telescreen feel Julia's body shaking with fear. I saw Julia upside down with her eyes closed, will that be the last time i see her? This is horrifying
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